Hypиotize

Yeah, I desided to clean up unwanted entries. I might make another friends only banner soon. I might of cleaned up, but this journal will always stay 100% friends only, wellll, maybe 98%. XD
Tomorrow, I break free of the internet and try to do something constructive with my day. I mean it, I will get mad at myself if I don't. Fuck the internet, it'll be here when I get back. Right now, there are far more important things I should do with my time..I am not getting any younger, and there are far too many things I need to work out in a short amount of time. The time is WAYYYYY too short for me to be dawdling around on the internet.

Now, don't worry, I will still get on; just not as much as I used to.Meaning this journal might not get updated as much. Now, don't worry, if you still want to add me as a friend, be my guest, I will accept or decline your request as promptly as I can. \\//^_^ I just ask that you follow my rules and my new ones.

Rules and so on:
This is a friends only journal.

To add me, leave a comment saying who you are, and why you want to add me.

DO NOT ADD ME IF!:
-You don't speak English (duh)

-Have nothing in common with me

-Just want me to look like you have alot of friends

-Don't know me or one of my friends (this is not a big rule, we can work around it)

-If you type like: dis omg lol liek ya

-No hatred towards anything. You can dissagree with something, however, when it gets to where you smite everyone who might like it, that is where I draw my line.

- Don't bitch if I don't update in three weeks, or if I don't reply to all of your journal entries.

-Don't be one of those weird stalkers. You know what I am talking about.

Thank you, and have a nice day.♥

I miss my friends so dearly, and I have no money to get internet back..I miss being able to be a lazy assed bum. ;_; I miss the music, and miost of all, I miss talking on msn, and having the time for it. I am in a public flipping library right now..I hate it, and yet, I am proud..I have a job, I can move on and be my own person. Finally..

I figured i'd write a seperate entry about my day and such, well, my month and such. XDDDD

Man, The Piass fucking fixes everything, because it's like trash metal, and you know how metal helps.

ANYWAYS, so this month, yes? Well, I found alot of nice bands and such. ^_^

One of them, I am obsessive with! ANTIQUE CAFE!!!!! LOVE THEM TO PEICES! They make me happy sometimes. There are just times I am depressive beyond An Cafe's help, but I won't go there.

I also found The Piass, AUSHVITZ, and KOTOKO, I much like those too. It's always nice to find new music that you can enjoy. Also, MAN, I wanna go to Japan to see some of these in concert, but I couldn't afford it if I sold my arm off to the devil himself. XDD That sucks, because I really wanna see them. I mean, it wouldn't be too hard, because all of these are still indies. Even though Antique Cafe pretty much sales out all the damned time, they are still fuxxing indies, so it's a WEEEE bit easier to get in a good spot. UP FRONT; WHERE I CAN OOGLE MIKU AND ALL HIS CUTENESS!

I have been alittle sad this month, but nothing to worry yourself over. My friends are always there to help out, and I thank you all. You guys are my angels when I am missing my girlfriend. Thank you so much.

Mom rant ahead:
I am sick of my mother treating me like I have no future, because of my bi polars. EVERYTIME I bring up needing a job, she acts as though I don't have a reason for one. You know why I want a job? I want to get the fuck out of here and start my life, is that too much to ask for? Am I not allowed to have my shot at one?! I will get one, even if I have to walk to the interview and get the computer ran over. Ok, maybe that is alitte extreme, but i am seriously sick of it. I am going to have a chat with her about it. I hope I don't cry like I always do. =.=;; I CANT HAVE A SERIOUS DISCUSSION WITHOUT CRYING! So, SUE ME!

My extremely long review/report/playing story of Kingdom Hearts two has begun. Be sure to check back for updates. I hope you enjoy reading this.

CUT FOR SPOILERS AND EXTREMELY LONG LENGHT, also a cuss word here and there!

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